Dealing With Anger.

Who are you getting angry at? God?
When everything is a gift of god; the heart, soul, brain and everything around you, then why is this anger?
Your life is not your life. It is a gift of that supernatural being that has been given to you for something that he feels is worth a gift. Cherish it, as if a kid would`ve done. Open it slow and steady to see what is there inside the box. Enjoy playing with it; have fun as much as you can before it somehow fells off your side table and `eventual`-ly breaks.
But remember; play with your life at your own call, not at the desires of someone else. This will give real excitement & joy.
Play with it in the best possible manner, there are no boundaries to go after but there`s an eventuality called death of the toy, so, run fast, enjoy. It`s like a crèche for kids this earth is for you. You meet people like, fellow kids who come there to play, teachers who somehow teach something to you in practical that you carry forward in the next stages i.e. your next reincarnations and hence you enjoy. So, play and learn so you can improve keep doing it until you realize into that supernatural being inside you.
Today I closed my eyes to look for something and I find darkness. I believe this is the second stage of my game. One was to convert my irregular thoughts into darkness and thence, seek for that light that is inside my mind. I don`t know when this is going to appear but I will enjoy killing this darkness surrounding me.